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Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Simple or Change?


Proverbs 1:22
22 “How long, you simple ones, will you love simplicity? For scorners delight in their scorning, And fools hate knowledge. (NKJV)

SAY WHAT? Simple folk do simple stuff all the time, but this way of living is wrong.  After all, fools don't like to learn.  Let's break this down.

 Change. Whether it's at school this week, at home today, or how we act in private when we think no one is looking or listening, we all know we have some things in our lives we need to change.  Solomon is trying to get what he calls "simple" people to change.  Are you simple? Have you taken the easy way out of life, always doing what your peeps do without really applying yourself?  Today that ends.  Don't be like the simple ones, or like the mockers who mocked the religion, or like the fools (great word choice) who hate knowledge.  Change, Change and take everything to the top level.  Be true to God's ways, and get knowledge as you go. 

So how do we live it out? Stop doing what is easy for you.  Stop working beneath your potential.  Stop following those fake friends that are supposed to be "What's Hot" because they don't do homework, they cut school, they watch the wrong things on TV late at night (You know).  Be your own person and CHANGE. 

Today I want to make this my prayer and I hope you will to.  Lord, help me today to live my life at the right level.  Help me do what I am supposed to do and not just get by on what is easy so I can fit in with friends and peers.  God help me to change for real. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Friday, June 21, 2013

True stars

Today is a day of anticipation and yet a day of waiting upon The Lord.  There are so many thing that are happening in my life at this point in time that are overwhelming but great at the same time. God has His hand over all of that no matter what I try to DO. What I have to learn is to rely on that more and more everyday and grow within Him through that reliance.  

With new opportunities comes new responsibilities.  The responsibility of spreading the Gospel is the most important, in my opinion.  I pray that through Gods leading I can accomplish everything that He asks of me. I think about Philippians 4:13, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.  God is going to be with me and give me the courage and strength to whatever is needed to accomplish His will.  

I read in Daniel 12:3 that "Those who are wise shall shine Like the brightness of the firmament, And those who turn many to righteousness Like the stars forever and ever.Many people try to be stars in the world of entertainment, only to find their stardom temporary. God tells us how we can be eternal "stars"-by being wise and leading many to God's righteousness. If we share our Lord with others, we can be true stars-radiantly beautiful in God's sight!

This path that God has me and my family on I pray is a path that continues to glorify Him. Preaching and teaching His word is one thing but living it is another. I hope that my life is an example to other of what The Lord Jesus Christ has done for me. Living it out and striving to please Him and not man is what we are here to do. Praise be to God!  

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

New Horizons

It has been a while since I have been on and posted anything.  I have been, you could say, up to my ears in stuff.  Life stuff, work stuff, kids stuff, stuff upon stuff.  There has been a lot of things that have gotten me down and picked me up.  Stretched me thin and lined me out.  Throughout everything I have been trying to see Gods hand through the fog of stuff.  I have prayed and prayed and I know that God has heard me but it is His answer to those prayers that sometimes and most of the times I miss.  Either because I am in the way or I am letting other things drag me down.

I read today about Daniel.  I thought that was pretty cool. Daniel 6:10 says, "10 but when Daniel learned that the law had been signed, he went home and knelt down as usual in his upstairs room, with its windows open toward Jerusalem. He prayed three times a day, just as he had always done, giving thanks to his God."  Daniel stood alone. Although he knew about the law against praying to anyone except the king, he continued to pray three times a day as he always had. Daniel had a disciplined prayer life. Our prayers are usually interrupted not by threats, but simply by the pressure of our schedules. Don't let threats or pressures cut into your prayer time. Pray regularly, no matter what, for prayer is your lifeline to God.

I have noticed that I have been doing the opposite of Daniel.  I have been praying and praying but the interruptions just keep getting bigger and bigger and greater and greater.  I haven't allowed God to fully take full reign of my prayer life....until a few weeks ago!

In the midst of all the running around and trying to seek out His will for my life, my family's life, I heard Him.  God opened a door and showed me a way.  Now this way is not 100% open but it's a way.  Towards Him and towards His plan for our lives.  I don't know what is going to happen or how things are going to play themselves out but I know that God is in control and that He is leading no matter what I try to do.  The good part about all of this is, is that as I pray now I know that there is nothing getting in the way of that prayer.  I don't the details and I don't know the ins and outs but I know that God has His hand upon my family and the new beginnings and new things on the horizon are going to be exciting.  No matter what takes place I know that we are in His will and there is nothing or no one that can take me out of His plan.  As long as I am following Him, leading my family in His direction, and seeking His face everything else will fall into place.  As the scripture says, "33 But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. 34"So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matt. 6:33.

Praise be to God!

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Love and Kindness

We are seven days into May and this is my first entry for this month.  I have been busy and bombarded with things left and right.  Still, no excuses.  I am excited about what has been happening in my life right now.  Absolutely nothing.  I know that sounds weird but I mean it in a good way.  

God is moving in my life and right now and even though I may not see ever hand movement or every footstep of His I know that He is moving in my life.  We are at a point right now where all my wife and kids and I can do is wait and rely on Him.  Seeking His face and waiting on answers is hard for me because I like to have everything planned out.  I have come to find out that when it comes to time and being related to making plans, it's all in God's timing.  That is perfectly fine with me but it is hard because I want answers and direction.

Last night my family and I had a wonderful night.  We went and rented a movie and popped some popcorn and had a wonderful movie night.  The phones were put away and the lights were off and nothing but the family curled up on the floor enjoying each others company and watching a movie.  That's something that though it seems simple to a lot of people, is very important to me and I know it is to my wife.  Family time together.  I want the best for my family and I only can have that if I allow God to lead our lives.  Right now is a waiting game for us.  Waiting  on and seeking after Gods direction is where we are at.  I need Him to show me where He would have me to serve and to be placed.  I need Him to show me His will for my life ever clearer than He has before.  The only way that is going to happen is if I am obedient to Him and His word.  

I read Proverbs 3:3 this morning.  Here is what it says.  "3 Let not mercy and truth forsake you; Bind them around your neck, Write them on the tablet of your heart,"  This is good for me to hear because this reminds me that God is always going to be there for me no matter what.  God's mercy is bestowed upon me and my family and that gives me strength.  Trust that comes from the word of God empowers me as a believer in Jesus Christ to strive to be more like Him each and every day.  

Love and kindness are important character qualities. Both involve actions as well as attitudes. A loving person not only feels love; he or she also acts loyally and responsibly. A kind person works for justice for others. Thoughts and words are not enough-our lives reveal whether we are truly loving and kind. Do your actions measure up to your attitudes?  Just something simple but powerful to think about.  Praise be to God!

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Gods Plans

Well, I think I have done it again.  I think that I have let my ideas, goals, and plans get in the way of what God has planned.  I want so many things, not just for me, but for my wife and my kids.  I want them to have things better than I did.  I think this is the cry of every parent.  

Now being on one income in the family is hard.  I see what needs to be taken care of in terms of bills and expenses and I think, Lord how can I do this.  But I realize that in that moment that's where I go wrong.  I try to do everything in my own power and in my own way.  Sometimes I forget that God is there wanting to bless me and take care of these thing but I just get in the way.  

Today's reading was great because it spoke to what I needed to hear for the past month.  I have said before that it is hard not being in a church serving Him in the way that I want.  But the more and more I think about it, God can use me no matter where I am I just have to put away the pride and allow Him to use me.  I do want to serve in a church again but it has to be in His timing.  I do want to lead worship with my wife by my side, but it has to be in His timing not mine.  


Psalm 138:8 (NKJV)
8 The Lord will perfect that which concerns me; Your mercy, O Lord, endures forever; Do not forsake the works of Your hands.

The ESV states it like this: 

8 The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me; your steadfast love, O Lord, endures forever. Do not forsake the work of your hands.



Every person dreams and makes plans for the future. Then they work hard to see those dreams and plans come true. But to make the most of life, we must include God's plan in our plans. He alone knows what is best for us; he alone can fulfill his purpose for us. As you make plans and dream dreams, talk with God about them.

God knows my inner most being and He knows that I want to serve Him.  Now only in His timing will that occur.  I want my wife and kids to be happy and stand along side me and work with me as we serve Him together, but that will only take place when God allows.  My prayer is that I would seek His face and His will before I make a move.  Praise be to God!

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Illumination

Have you ever had a situation in your life to where you are waiting on God to speak and you can't wait to hear His voice?  My life is there right now.  I want Gods will to be done in my life right now so bad that I can hardly stand it.  I want, I need, I have to have...does anyone else see a problem with this situation right now besides me? Even though I want things to happen and to come about I need to focus on God and who He is and what He is about.  His word will show me everything that I need to do, to be, and what to expect. 

My son is growing up and his vocabulary is soaring.  My daughter is growing and running a much and having a great time doing it.  I want them to see the man that God has called me to be.  I can only be that man if I am in His word and seeking His face.  I don't want them to grow up not knowing who the Lord is let alone not seeing their mom and dad be an example for Christ.  That is the most important thought I have in the back of my mind everyday.  I just want to be an example for Christ to and in front of my children.  I want to be an encourager and a spiritual leader to my wife.  The only way that I can do that is focusing on and loving God and allowing Him to lead my life. 

Todays bible reading was very encouraging.  I have read it before and read it many time over.  In all my reading of the passage I have just read right over the fullness of the truth that is packed in this verse. 

Psalm 119:105
(New King James Version)
105 Your word is a lamp to my feet And a light to my path.   

To walk safely in the woods at night we need a light so we don't trip over tree roots or fall into holes. In this life, we walk through a dark forest of evil. But the Bible can be our light to show us the way ahead so we won't stumble as we walk. It reveals the entangling roots of false values and philosophies. Study the Bible so you will be able to see your way clear enough to stay on the right path.

I pray this for me and my family everyday.  I want our lives to be filled with Gods word and His spirit.  Having Him lead our lives and directing my path is what I desire.  Dear Lord, I do ask that you would allow me to seek your face through studying your word and fervently praying to you.  I ask that you would align my wants and desires up with your wants and desires.  Help me to honor you and glorify your name.  Amen.

Praise be to God!

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Making time useful

So I get up this morning and realize that I have not done my bible study in a few days. I noticed that I have done a lot of other things though. I have mowed the yard, taken a weekend trip, enjoyed time with the family, but have not done my quiet time. What's wrong with me and what's wrong with this picture? Time!

Distractions, and being busy, and staying on the move are just a few things that I have found that keeps,me from spending time with my Lord. I have noticed that if I don't have my quiet time with The Lord on a daily basis then I am worthless for that day and not useful to anyone. This past weekend was great and I loved every bit it. God allowed me to have this precious time with my family and I didn't even thank Him. Everything that I do and say and even feel, God directs me. My family, myself, but God most of all deserves better and I want to give them the best of who I am but I can't do that if I'm not in His word.

If I didn't have God in my life living in me I wouldn't know where I would be or what I would be doing. My wife is so supportive and caring and she keeps me on track when I mess up or say or do things that I shouldn't. She deserves the same in return. The same support, the same love, the same spiritual guidance and I pray that God uses me to be that for her. Also for my kids. I can't raise them in a Godly manner if I'm not seeking His face. In all that I have said thus far I mean that I can't do anything and be what I have been called to be if I am not in Gods word but also if I'm not giving God the time that He deserves and expects.

If I allow things to interfere with my walk with Him, whether it be work, hobbies, and yes, even family, then what good am I for Him and His kingdom. I love my family and I know they understand that God has to come first in all things. My time in His word is vital and if that is not given to Him on a daily basis then I'm not growing and I can't be there to help my family grow spiritually either.

This is what I read today.
Psalm 109:4 (NKJV)
4 In return for my love they are my accusers,But I give myself to prayer.

David was angry at being attacked by evil people who slandered him and lied. Yet David remained a friend and a man of prayer. While we must hate evil and work to overcome it, we must love everyone, including those who do evil, because God loves them. We are called to hate the sin, but love the person. Only through God's strength will we be able to follow David's example.

I want to have a heart that allows me to think on this principle even more. I want to love the sinner and hate the sin. I don't want to judge and be condemning. I want The Lord to direct my thoughts and allow Him to do the judging. If we get to the people instead of their sin then more would come to know Christ because we love them and not judge their sin. I pray that through being in Gods word and spending more and more time with Him that I can have a heart and the strength as David did. Praise be to God!


Thursday, April 11, 2013

Take care

Dear readers. It has been a while since I have been on here. I apologize but I have been really busy. We have picked up at work and things are going good and we are making money. But that is just an excuse and I talked about excuses in one of my earlier post. I have been slacking and lazy and allowing other things to get in my way of my time with God. Lord, first and foremost I ask forgiveness from you, but also to others that may be reading my blogs, I ask for forgiveness from you as we'll.

I have always been told that if the devil can't get to you in specific areas in your life, he will keep you busy. Not to say that I have not been allowing The Lord to lead my life, I just haven't been very obedient in giving Him every aspect of my life. God is molding me and shaping me right now.

This is, I want to say, the first time that I have not led or been in a leadership position in a church in a long time. My heart and my soul and my make up of who I am screams out to serve God. I know that I don't have to be working in a church per say to serve God but that's what I love. I enjoy it and I love leading people and ushering the, into the thrown room of God. Do I miss it yeah. Do I know God has a plan for my life, yeah. Do I need to be patient and wait for God to lead me and my family, most definitely. During this time I know that He has me and my family in this transition phase to grow us and to prepare us for something great and wonderful.

Psalm 103:13-14 (NKJV)
13 As a father pities his children, So the Lord pities those who fear Him. 14 For He knows our frame; He remembers that we are dust.

We are fragile, but God's care is eternal. Too often we focus on God as Judge and Lawgiver, ignoring his compassion and concern for us. When God examines our lives, he remembers our human condition. Our weakness should never be used as a justification for sin. His mercy takes everything into account. God will deal with you compassionately. Trust him.

I know that God is going to take care of me and take cars of my needs and my family's needs. I just have to trust in Him and allow Him to move on and in Him timing not mine. I pray that I can get out of the way and allow God to work His plan and His will in my life so that He gets all the glory. Praise be to God.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Looking back


Psalm 77:11-12 (NKJV)

11 I will remember the works of the Lord;Surely I will remember Your wonders of old. 12 I will also meditate on all Your work, And talk of Your deeds.

Memories of God's miracles and faithfulness sustained Israel through its difficulties. The Israelite s knew that God was capable and trustworthy. When you meet new trials, review how good God has been to you, and this will strengthen your faith.

Day after day I struggle with this very aspect of trusting in God.  I get into the mindset of, "I can do it on my own".  Which in fact I can not do anything on my own.  It is God who gives me the strength that I need to accomplish whatever it is that is placed in front of me.  

There have been numerous situations where something has been needed, or a bill has needed to be paid, or one of us has needed to go to the doctor because of a sickness.  I can't tell you how many time God has provided for me and my family in ways that are beyond measure.  Those bills that needed to be paid were taken care of, the doctor visit that needed to be made wasn't unnecessary because the illness went away, etc.  God provides and He wants us to remember those things and tell other about them and about how great He is.  

The testimonies of what God has done in our lives prove to be an example of the love and grace that God wants to give each and every one of us.  God loves us so much that He will provide for us as long as we ask Him.  And the cool thing is He will do the same even if we don't just to show us How big and awesome He is.  God does what He chooses to do but He wants us to tell others of the things that He has done for us.   God is great and wonderful and throughout my life He has blessed me when I didn't even deserve it.  By remembering the things that God has done for you it helps you to rely on Him and His word even more knowing that He is in control and going to take care of you no matter what.  


Matthew 6:26 says, "Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?"  Praise God that He loves us so much.  Praise be to God! 

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Reach Out with Love


Psalm 72:12-14 (NKJV)

12 For He will deliver the needy when he cries, The poor also, and him who has no helper. 13 He will spare the poor and needy, And will save the souls of the needy. 14 He will redeem their life from oppression and violence; And precious shall be their blood in His sight.

God cares for the needy, the afflicted, and the weak because they are precious to him. If God feels so strongly about these needy ones and loves them so deeply, how can we ignore their plight? Examine what you are doing to reach out with God's love. Are you ignoring their plight or are you meeting their needs?

Everyday on my my way to work I see the poor and homeless throughout the streets.  I often ask myself, "How did they end up in the situation that they are in?"  You here stories of people taking advantage of that type of situation and profiting from it.  Some stand on the corners and beg for money and then they get into a nicer car than I drive.  Now what's with that?  I want God to use me and I want to be available for God to be able to use me.  Regardless of what I think or what my emotions are doing, I want to do what God wants me to do, the Godly thing, in those kind of situations.  

Proverbs 28:27 says, "27 He who gives to the poor will not lack, But he who hides his eyes will have many curses." (NKJV)  I want to do what God asks of me and I want to be generous in my life when God blesses me in abundance.  I may not have a lot of money but I pray that when I come across someone in need, I may be able to meet their physical needs as well as their spiritual needs.  Praise be to God.  

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Persistance


Psalm 69:13 (NKJV)

13 But as for me, my prayer is to You, O Lord, in the acceptable time; O God, in the multitude of Your mercy, Hear me in the truth of Your salvation.

What problems David faced! He was scoffed at, mocked, insulted, humiliated, and made the object of citywide gossip. But still he prayed. When we are completely beaten down, we are tempted to turn from God, give up, and quit trusting him. When your situation seems hopeless, determine that no matter how bad things become you will continue to pray. God will hear your prayer, and he will rescue you. When others reject us, we need God most. Don't turn from your most faithful friend.

I pray and pray and sometimes it feels as if it's only when things are going bad.  Most of the time it feels that way.  There are other times that life is going according to His will, in my mind, and I still pray to God during these times.  Prayer is so essential to our lives as Christians.  I remember times throughout my marriage, my wife and I would talk about habits and things that would pull us away from God.  She said many times, and it's true, that it only takes three times to become a habit and to get you out of your normal routine.  Whether that be reading your bible, going to church, or even praying.  We have to make prayer a consistent aspect in our lives no matter what is going on at the present time.  

I find it hard sometimes in the morning to pray just for the simple fact that I am still waking up, I'm not 100% alert, or I am still tired.  These sound like what they are, EXCUSES!  God doesn't want excuses, He wants consistency and faithfulness and obedience.  I do my best to push through those excuses and pray and the next thing I know I have spent 30 to 45 mins. in prayer.  It's just doing it and being faithful to God and who He is.  James 5:16 says, " 16 Confess your trespasses[a] to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much." (NKJV)  I love this verse.  It keeps ringing in my when I pray.  I want to be that righteous man for God and I want my prayers to be effective.  

There have been many situations in my family's life over the past year that has rocked us and shaken us to the core.  Without God, I don't know where we would be, how we would have gotten through it, or even if our family would have survived.  The reason I say this is because God is the one who holds us all together and He is the one that we can lean on and trust in in times of trial and tribulations.  Why would we not want to pray to Him and praise Him and talk to Him and ask Him to hold us in His hands.  God is there no matter what, all we have to do is speak and He is faithful to listen if we humble ourselves before Him.  Praise be to God.   

Monday, April 1, 2013

I stand in awe


Psalm 68:34-35
New King James Version (NKJV)

34 Ascribe strength to God; His excellence is over Israel, And His strength is in the clouds.
35 O God, You are more awesome than Your holy places. The God of Israel is He who gives strength and power to His people. Blessed be God!

Nature surrounds us with countless signs of God's wonderful power. His unlimited power and unspeakable majesty leave us breathless in his presence. How fortunate we are that God cares for us. When we consider all God has done for us, we should feel an overwhelming sense of awe as we kneel before the Lord in his sanctuary.

I seek the Lord every day and thank Him for what He has done and what He is going to do in my life.  There are a lot of things that I take for granted on a daily basis.  Things like the air I breathe, the food I eat, and even the shirt on my back.  Even though these things don't seem that trivial and complex, God has allowed them to be.  I wouldn't have anything if it weren't because of Him.

I even think of my wife and kids.  Some days I go through the normal routine and I get to bed at night, and it doesn't even cross my mind if I have allowed God to use me to touch my own family's lives.  God's power and might, His mercy and grace is there for me to use and He is waiting on me to acknowledge Him and seek it out in my own life.   As I look into each of my kids eyes, as crazy as they can be at time, I am blown away that God has formed this person, this little being and has entrusted me to and my wife to take care of them.  God is in control of what goes on but He has allowed Emily and I to be apart of these children's lives and watch over them and to teach them about who He is and what He did for us.   Wow.   I have to stop and think, that is a big responsibility.  And then I have to stop and think, "God am I able to do this and to do it well and according to how You want me to do it?"  As I think of these questions God gives me the answers right away.  Proverbs 3:5-6 (NKJV) 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; 6 In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct[a] your paths."  

I am thankful that God's power and might reaches far beyond anything that I could ever understand.  That way it make me rely on Him and His word and guidance more than my own.  I am thankful again for my wife and kids and everything that God has blessed me with and I do, as the scripture says, feel and get an overwhelming sense of awe in the presence of the Lord.   My family and I were watching Louie Giglio and he was talking about the universe and How God made it so big.  Louie said that in studying the stars and the galaxies that it gives you a sense of feeling small.  Well He is right.  The sense of feeling small is, I think, on purpose because God wanted us to see how great and majestic and powerful He is.  This small feeling is a good thing because we then understand that God is the center and we are not and we need to serve Him instead of ourselves.  Praise be to God.  

Friday, March 29, 2013

Praise


Psalm 61:8 NKJV/NIV


New King James Version (NKJV)
8 So I will sing praise to Your name forever, That I may daily perform my vows.

New International Version (NIV)

8 Then will I ever sing praise to your name and fulfill my vows day after day.

David made a vow to praise God each day. David continually praised God through both the good and difficult times of his life. Do you find something to praise God for each day? As you do, you will find your heart elevated from daily distractions to lasting confidence.

In my daily life I have found that no matter what kind of situation I am in, that I am in it for a reason.  I have always believed and been taught that God has a reason for everything.  No matter how hard or how easy something may seem, God is in control.  The bible says that He is the author and finisher of our faith.  God created all is in all.  So why would we not want to praise Him.  

Today is a day that some people look over and other praise.  This is the day that our Lord and Savior was tried and mocked and beaten and placed on and nailed to a cross to die for you and me.  Why?  Did we deserve it?  No!  We deserved death period.   Did He deserve it?  No!  He die for us because He loved us and He wanted to spend eternity with us and He knew that if He didn't die in our place we would still be in sin and there would be no way to the Father.   But through His sacrifice and by taking our penalty He created a way through the Son to the Father.  This day is a sad day but also a glorious day because if you are a believer in Jesus Christ, you know that He didn't stay in the grave but on the third day He rose from the dead and conquered death.  Amen!

That is why we can praise Him in all types of situations.  We know that this life here on earth is just a mere vapor, a mere blink of an eye compared to eternity and we have that to look forward to.  I do my best to praise God each and everyday for the things that He has done for me and the things that He has blessed me with.  I am unworthy but because of what He did on the cross and what He did in my heart I am overjoyed to be called a child of God.  Praise be to God.  

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Broken but Yearning


Psalm 42:5-6 (New King James Version)



5 Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him For the help of His countenance. 6 O my God, my soul is cast down within me; Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan, And from the heights of Hermon, From the Hill Mizar.

The NASB states it like this...

5 Why are you in despair, O my soul ? And why have you become disturbed within me? Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him For the help of His presence6 O my God, my soul is in despair within me; Therefore remember You from the land of the Jordan And the peaks of Hermon, from Mount Mizar.

Depression is one of the most common emotional ailments. One antidote for depression is to meditate on the record of God's goodness to his people. This will take your mind off the present situation and give hope that it will improve. It will focus your thoughts on God's ability to help you rather than on your inability to help yourself. When you feel depressed, take advantage of this psalm's antidepressant. Read the Bible's accounts of God's goodness, and meditate on them.

This doesn't have to when you are feeling depressed.  If you are the kind of person who doesn't get depressed but you get aggravated about thing or you allow things to fester in your mind and in your heart, then this also will help you.  Being in the presence of God and meditating on His word can take your mind to heavenly places and take you out of the filth of this world.  God's word is a refresher and a source of joy and peace and it enables you to get out of whatever depressed, aggravated, and or terrible state of mind you may be in.  

In my life I try not to worry about a lot of things.  Someone asked me the question, "Why don't you worry or fret about certain things?".   I told them I know God is in control and He is going to take care of everything.  What is important to know is that I am who I am.  I do worry about things and it is easier to just say those words.  The hard thing to do is to actually believe them.  This is where trust and faith in God's promises come in.  Even though I worry about things, I still say those words because I know that God is going to work through whatever situation I am in and fulfill His promise.  I just have to be willing to allow Him to work through me and the situation I am in so that He gets the glory no matter how I am "feeling" at that time.  I have to die to self, get out of the way, and let God live through me to accomplish His will.  To God be the Glory!

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Restoration


Psalm 41:1-2 (New King James Version)

1 To the Chief Musician. A Psalm of David. Blessed is he who considers the poor; The Lord will deliver him in time of trouble. 2 The Lord will preserve him and keep him alive, And he will be blessed on the earth; You will not deliver him to the will of his enemies.


As the life of a deer depends upon water, so our lives depend upon God. Those who seek him and long to understand him find never-ending life. Feeling separated from God, this psalmist wouldn't rest until he restored his relationship with God because he knew that his very life depended on it.

Understanding that God controls your life regardless of what you do is a hard thing to wrap your mind around.  Even though we are the ones doing the actions, God is the one controlling us and allowing things to happen in our lives.  He is the one that is allowing "life" to happen for us.  If there is a riff or something that has hindered us from walking with Him then we need to do everything that we can to ask for forgiveness and turn our lives back over to Him.  

The Lord want to bless us but He first wants us to know that, as believers, that we must first honor and glorify Him and then the blessing will come.  God is going to keep us from harm but He does allow things to happen in our lives to either strengthen our faith or test our faith.  Through those trials and testing we are able to grow in our faith and in our relationship with Him.

I want my relationship with God to be so close that others can see me walking with Him no matter where I am.  More importantly I want my relationship to be so close with the Lord that no matter what I face or come in contact with, He is the one I go to first for direction and guidance.  I want it to be an automatic thing without hesitation.  If there is anything that gets in the way of that then I want to be just like the psalmist, making sure I do anything and everything it takes to make that relationship right again.  Praise be to God.   

Monday, March 25, 2013

Remind me Lord of the time You give


Psalm 39:4-5

New King James Version (NKJV)
Lord, make me to know my end,
And what is the measure of my days,
That I may know how frail I am.
Indeed, You have made my days as handbreadths,
And my age is as nothing before You;
Certainly every man at his best state is but vapor. Selah


I like how the NLT puts it, 

4“Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered how fleeting my life is. 5You have made my life no longer than the width of my hand. My entire lifetime is just a moment to you; at best, each of us is but a breath."

To me, when I read this, in both version, it brings me to the realization that I am but a mere man and I am not God.  Time is not on my side in the grand schema of things while I'm on this earth.  God hold time in the palm of His hand and His word says that the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away.  In thinking about our lives here on earth we are called to be set apart and separate from the world.  As Christians, we are here to serve God and praise His name.  While our time here on earth is short, we can look forward to one day glorifying God and praising His name for eternity.  

We had a soloist, Angela Meeks, sing a song yesterday that spoke exactly to this.  The name of the song was "I Bowed on my Knees".  Wonderful song.  She did an amazing job.  The song speaks the truth though.  One Day when we get to heaven its going to be so glorious.  Right now it's just to much for us to even fathom.  I know the only thing that is going to be important in heaven is seeing Jesus and praising His name.   

Life is short no matter how long we live. If there is something important we want to do, we must not put it off for a better day. Ask yourself, "If I had only six months to live, what would I do?" Tell someone that you love him or her? Deal with an undisciplined area in your life? Tell someone about Jesus? Because life is short, don't neglect what is truly important and the time that God Himself has given you.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Guidance


Psalm 25:4-5

New King James Version (NKJV)
Show me Your ways, O Lord;
Teach me Your paths.

David expressed his desire for guidance. How do we receive God's guidance? The first step is to want to be guided and to realize that God's primary guidance system is in his Word, the Bible. By reading it and constantly learning from it, we will gain the wisdom to perceive God's direction for our lives. We may be tempted to demand answers from God, but David asked for direction. When we are willing to seek God, learn from his Word, and obey his commands, then will we receive his specific guidance.
 
I have been going along these past few days in a fog.  I have been trying to follow God's leading and trying to listen to His word but I have been trying to listen with my ears instead of my heart.  I haven't posted in a few days because I have been lazy.  I don't have anything to hide.  I just haven't been putting in the time.  I have been reading but I just haven't put in the time.  
 
I want God to do just what David was asking of Him.  I want guidance.  I want God to guide my life everyday.  If I allow Him to speak to me and if I listen with my heart and mind, there is no telling what doors God can open up in my life.  God glorified is the most important thing to me and by listening to Him and allowing Him to guide me is one way I can do that. 

This past Sunday I stepped down at my church from my position of Minister of Music.  I sence God moving in my life and this wasn't a dicision that was entered into lightly.  In reading about guidance today and thinking back on what God had been doing in my life upto the time of my dicision I can see how He has been guiding me.   I know that God has something more in store for me and my family.  God will do something great with us and our minisstry if we just let Him.  Questions have been asked to me if I think that this was the right thing to do or even the best time to do it.  My responce to that was if I wasn't obedient to God and His calling the end results wouldn't turn out good for no one.  I am at peace with the choices that were made and I know that God is going to continue to guide me and my family if we are only faithful to what He has called us to be.  Praise be to God. 
 


Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Seeking His face before seeking His hand.

Psalm 16:7-8 New King James Version (NKJV)

7 I will bless the Lord who has given me counsel; My heart also instructs me in the night seasons.
8 I have set the Lord always before me; Because He is at my right hand I shall not be moved.
 
It is human nature to make our own plans and then ask God to bless them. Instead, we should seek God's will first. By constantly thinking about the Lord and his way of living, we will gain insights that will help us make right decisions and live the way God desires. Communicating with God allows him to counsel us and give us wisdom.
 
If we try to direct God in doing something that we want then we are completly out of His will.  If we seek Gods face instead and His desires, then He will direct us along the path that He would have us go.  Many time in my life I find myself doing this very exact thing.  Saying, "God I'm going to do .... and I want you to bless it in Your name."  Well I, for one, am wrong in that thinking and need to ask for forgivness and then I need to take a step back and ask God what His desires and wants are and then align myself with those.  We need to be the people that God has called us to be if we are true children of God's. 
 
My prayer is this, God please allow me to not make a move or a decision without Your moving or directing in my life.  I want You to be the one in the driver seat.  I want You to be the one that I go to for all of my needs and desires.  But above all, I want to seek your will and Your heart before I seek after anything that I "want" in my life.  Lord, let me be a vessel that You choose to use however You so desire.  I love You and thank You Lord.  Praise be to God. 

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Wholeheartedly, never give up!

5 But I have trusted in Your mercy; My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation. 6 I will sing to the Lord, Because He has dealt bountifully with me. (NKJV)

The NLT say, 5 But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me. 6 I will sing to the Lord because he is good to me.  I like the way this version puts it just  because they use the words unfailing.  The ESV uses steadfast.  This tells me that no matter what God's love for me is always going to be.  Even when I sin, and I will, against Him, He will still love and care for me no matter what. 

This hits home with me right now in my life.  Especially when it says I will trust in Your unfailing love.  Meaning I will trust in You God with all that am.  I have to live this out in my life right now with decisions that need to be made and things that need to be done.  God isn't finished with me yet and by staying in His word and listening to Him and praying on a daily basis I am able to trust in Him.  God only want the best for His children but He sometimes needs to test them and try them to see where they are in their walk with Him.  Even though He already knows, I think that He wants us as believers to realize where we are at in our walk and be conscious of it.   

We see throughout this book that David was faithful to God and trusted wholeheartedly in him, but he felt the pressure of his problems as much as anyone. Instead of giving up or giving in, however, David held on to his faith. In times of despair, it is much harder to hold on than to give up. But if you give up on God, you give in to a life of despair.

I think we can learn from David and turn everything that we have in our lives over to God.  No matter if it is good, bad, great, or so-so; God wants to take it and take care of it.  I want God to lead in my life right now.  It is to the point that I am crying out to God telling Him to come and use me but first and foremost humble me so that I can be the man that He wants me to be and the man that I know that He has called me to be. 

This is my prayer: Lord, I ask that you would humble me to the point to where all that I can do is rely on you.  I ask that everything in my life be turned over to you and that you would take control of my life, my job, my family, my desires and place all of these and more in the center of your will.  Speak to me Lord and allow me to put away anything and everything that is going to hinder me from hearing your words.  I love you Lord and I thank you very much for your words that I have read tonight in your holy word.  Praise be to God. 

Monday, March 11, 2013

Honesty, not flattery!

"6 The words of the Lord are pure words, Like silver tried in a furnace of earth, Purified seven times." NKJV

This was todays reading.  I liked what it said as soon as I started reading it.  When the scripture says the word pure it means pure, clean a) clean (ceremonially - of animals), b) pure (physically), c) pure, clean (morally, ethically).  This tells us that Gods words are perfect.  No blemish or spot.  I like that because that is something that you can hold on to and trust in.  Another word that stuck out to me as I read was tried.  This word means to smelt, refine, or test.  This meant to acually place in a fire and refine whatever material needed to be used or molded or tested.  This passage gives us a symbol of how His word is more pure than the most presious of silvers or golds. 

Sincerity and truth are extremely valuable because they are so rare. Many people are deceivers, liars, flatterers; they think they will get what they want by deception. As a king, David certainly faced his share of such people, who hoped to win his favor and gain advancement through flattery. When we feel as though sincerity and truth have nearly gone out of existence, we have one hope-the Word of God. God's words are as flawless as refined silver. So listen carefully when he speaks.

My prayer is that as God speaks to me in my life, that I would be still and know that He is God.  That my life would not be so full of things of this world that I can't hear Him speaking.  I want to hear and listen to each word that God says and treasure tham and hide them in my heart and allow them to lead me in HIs will. 

Lord, lead me and direct me.  Show me the direction that you would have me go.  Show me what is best for me and my family and allow your words to penitrate my heart.  Help me Lord to step out of your way and allow you to move.  I pray that I would die to self every day and that I would allow you to live in and through me no matter what is going on in my life.  I want to praise you in the good as well as in the bad.  Why?  Because you are worthy of my praise.  Praise be to God. 

Monday, February 25, 2013

What's deserved

II Chronicles 6:30, 36, "Then hear thou from heaven thy dwelling place, and forgive, and render unto every man according unto all his ways, whose heart thou knowest; (for thou only knowest the hearts of the children of men:)" "If they sin against thee, (for there is no man which sinneth not,) and thou be angry with them, and deliver them over before their enemies, and they carry them away captives unto a land far off or near;"

This morning, people are quick to find fault with others without realizing that they are guilty of the same. Others hear things that they believe apply to other people without understanding that they are in the same boat. This is the point of the Saviour in Matthew 7 about judgment. It is not that judgment, in and of itself, is wrong, but the Saviour cautions and exhorts us to make sure that we are not guilty of the same edict we condemn others with. This is why judges must have clean criminal records as they would be unfit to judge criminals when they are guilty of the same crimes. This is why churches need to maintain the honour and glory of God's house, else
they would be unable to judge the members within the walls when necessary.

The verses above are found in Solomon's prayer to the Lord at the dedication of the temple. In the midst of the prayer, Solomon "pauses" to insert two statements that show forth two all-encompassing thoughts for the object under consideration. These pauses are shown in the form of parenthetical statements, and parenthetical statements lend added clarity to the statement that brings further light as to what is being discussed. For example, certain words and concepts can mean different things in different contexts, and we, many times, insert a parentheses to show forth exactly what we mean. These parentheses can also aid us in pointing out that there may or may not be exceptions to the thought. Both of Solomon's thoughts show forth the case that no exceptions exist to what he is discussing. Therefore, let us examine those this morning to see where we are and what outlook we should pursue. As a point of reference, we will speak of the second one and back our way into the first one.

In verses 36-37, Solomon is beseeching the Lord to remember His people when they sin and repent to follow after Him once more. Should the people get any idea that they perchance are not included in what Solomon is saying, the parenthetical thought clearly states that there is no man which sinneth not. Not one is exempt from this thought, as we all fall prey to the cares of life, devices of Satan, and temptations of the flesh. I remember a circumstance in which a minister of the gospel fell victim to his own lusts and was turned out of the church for his behaviour and conduct. He is no longer recognized as a minister of the gospel, although I can attest from first-hand experience that he had a gift that is now profitless and destroyed. What I drew from that experience is that no one is exempt from falling to these sorts of destructions. One of the worst things we could say is, "Well that will never happen to me." We should say, "Lord willing, I
hope that I will never fall victim to such things, but still understand my own fallibility."

Solomon exempts no one in his statement. We understand the entire Adamic family is condemned in Adam. We understand that all of us are sinners by nature and reveal that nature with our practice after coming into this world. Yet, how many of us (myself included) get caught up in thinking we are above sin or some type of sin? Some have said, "Well, I have done things I shouldn't have, but I'll never steal or murder." We are susceptible to every sin in the world, and it behooves us to remember the words of Solomon that there is none that sinneth not. We cannot think that a certain sin will no longer plague us here, for its ugly head can rear up at any time.

Moving above into the other expression in verse 30, we read a humbling and yet comforting thought. The Lord is the only one that knows the hearts of the children of men. Certainly, we see indicators at times that summon our own ideas of the person's heart, but yet we still must bow in submission that He is the only One that truly knows and understands. Therefore, we should look at that statement in (I believe) three outlooks for us here. The first outlook is to not dwell upon who is and who is not a child of God. My own outlook on Lot and others in the Bible is not favourable at times when reading their circumstance, but I also understand that Lot was beloved of the Lord identically in relationship as all His other children. God knows, God sees, and God only understands the hearts.

The second outlook to take from this thought is that since God is the only one that knows and understands the hearts of the children of men, we should not think that we can hide and cover anything up. David surely thought that he had succeeded in hiding his sin with Bathsheba. The evidence that would incriminate him had been done away with, and the woman now lived with him as his wife. Yet, the Lord, understanding the matter perfectly, sent his prophet with the most disheartening words David could hear, "Thou art the man." David's shifting house of deception came crashing down with one fell blow from the mouth of the Lord's prophet. The Lord understood David's heart, saw his intentions, and was displeased with his conduct. None of us today are any different, as the Lord sees and understands us down to our very thoughts and intents of the heart. For, there is no creature that is not manifest unto Him, and all things are naked and opened unto His eyes. (Hebrews 4:12-13)

Therefore, it is rather amusing to hear people say when you walk up, "Well we better straighten up, the preacher's here." The preacher's presence matters not, for the Lord is always here, and His eye sees perfectly every time. David understood while penning the 139th Psalm that darkness or light matters not to the Lord's eye. He can pierce through all veils just as easily as He can pierce through nothing. So, if we try to say that we have no sin, have risen above any type of sin, or are not guilty of the same things we condemn, He knows better. The preacher may not know better, but the One that sees the hearts does.

Finally, the third outlook to draw from this is one that, I trust, will be of more comfort than the others. While there is comfort in knowing that nothing will ever take the Lord by surprise that He has not already known would happen, there is a measure of anxiety when we understand we have done things that displease Him. Yet, one of the most humbling and comforting thoughts to me is that He continues to love me, even knowing things about me others do not. Should the Lord's people know everything about me that I know, they would not want me preaching to them. Should they know everything about me that the Lord knows, they probably would not want my company. Yet, the Lord knows all about us, even things others do not see, and His love is as constant to us as it has ever been.

Even though none of us are without sin, either by omission or commission, He keeps us safe in the arms of His love. While our transgressions are met with the rod of chastening, His tenderness and compassion to His sheep will never be forsaken. Should our behaviour take us to the worst pitfalls the world has ever seen, our security in His Son will never be absented from us. Truly, that thought is one that deserves our most fervent admiration and adulation to and for Him. When our accuser stands before Him to say, "You cannot love that one for all the ways he has come short of the glory of God." Our Intercessor is there to say, "Father, that sin has been put away." And, when looking at us through Him, the Father declares us not guilty, righteous, holy, and without blame. May our thoughts dwell upon Him and His goodness.

Friday, February 22, 2013

Remember

24But be sure to fear the Lord and faithfully serve him. Think of all the wonderful things he has done for you. 1 Samuel 12:24

This was my reading for yesturday.  I didn't have time to post even though I did do my study.  I really enjoy reading His word on a daily basis.  I know that is what we are suppose to do but it come a good "habbit" so to speak once you are committed to doing it.  I don't like using that word because I don't want it to sound as if reading the bible and learning about God is a chore because it's not.  It's a pure joy and I have mad it a priority in my life to take time to spend with the Lord and His word and I encourage all who read this to do the same. 

Now that's said let's get on with the lesson for yesturday.  Samuel reminded the people to take time to consider what great things God had done for them. Taking time for reflection allows us to focus our attention upon God's goodness and strengthens our faith. Sometimes we are so progress- and future-oriented that we fail to take time to recall all that God has already done. Remember what God has done for you so that you may continue your life accompanied with gratitude.

By remembering what God has done for you, in a sence, you may be able to help someone else go through the same type of situation.  The advise that you give someone is very critical especially if you can let that person know how God help you through that situatuation.  Also, by remembering what He has done for you it allows your faith to be stregthened. 

God has blessed me in so me ways it's unbelievable.  There have been so many times that my family has been in a finacial bind or we have needed a situation to change and God has provided.  Either we would get an announomous check in the mail and or heart of people would be changed and God deserves all the Glory.  I can't thank Him enough for the blessing that He has given me.  It's been more than materialistic.  It's more than physical.  Spiritually, God has pierced my heart and has touched my inner soul with the many things that He has done in my life.  My Godly wife, my beautiful kids, and my loving family are just a few.  I thanks God everyday for what He has willingly given me.  Praise be to God.   

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Follow through

11And she made this vow: “O Lord of Heaven’s Armies, if you will look upon my sorrow and answer my prayer and give me a son, then I will give him back to you. He will be yours for his entire lifetime, and as a sign that he has been dedicated to the Lord, his hair will never be cut.” (NKJV)

Be careful what you promise in prayer because God may take you up on it. Hannah so desperately wanted a child that she was willing to strike a bargain with God. God took her up on her promise, and to Hannah's credit, she did her part, even though it was painful. Although we are not in a position to barter with God, he may still choose to answer a prayer that has an attached promise. When you pray, ask yourself: "Will I follow through on any promises I make to God if he grants my request?" It is dishonest and dangerous to ignore a promise, especially to God. God keeps his promises, and he expects you to keep yours.

So many times we catch ourselves wanting things so badly that we will almost do anything to obtain them.  Even if this is trying to make a bargan with God.  Even if God does feel, in His infinite power, to grant us what we are asking for then we must follow through on what we said we were going to do.  Now that being said, this is a dangerous way of praying in my opinion. And that's all this is is my opinion so take it for what it's worth.  We shouldn't have to bargan with God.  We should bring our prayers and concerns to Him in a manner of submission, love, and humility.  If we contiue to ask God for something and that particular something is still weighing down upon our heart, then we must continue asking God for that very thing.  God knows our wants and our desires before we even ask them.  He just wants us to bring them before His throne and talk to Him and ask Him to take care of them.  He wants that one on one relationship. 

God answers requests in three ways, yes, no, and wait.  I have found that in my life the answer that I get more often than not is wait.  I 'll tell you the reason I think this is ths case for me.  I think that in my life God is wanting me to bring more and more things before His throne each and every day.  I try to do things on my own and then I come to God and say, "okGod bless what I'm trying to do, I'm doing it for you so I'm asking you to bless it."  It doesn't work that way.  We must seek Gods face first and His will before we can seek the hand of God.  I am thankful that I am able to call Him my father, my Savior, and my friend.  I am able to do so because He has come into my life and changed me and has saved me.  Even though He has done all of that I still have to bring things before Him and communicate with Him on a daily basis and allow Him to work in my life. 

Making promises to God is dangerous and I think that God granted Hannah her request because He saw her heart.  That's where it all starts is the heart.  I pray for my own life that people don't look at me and see what I am doing or what I am not doing but that they look at me and my life and see that God is using me and that He is still molding me and making me into what He wants me to be.  Praise be to God. 

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Idols in your life?

24So he said, “You have taken away my gods which I made, and the priest, and you have gone away. Now what more do I have? How can you say to me, ‘What ails you?’ ” Judges 18:24 (NKJV)

This is my reading for today.  If you were just reading this you would probably wonder what either I or the scriptures were talking about.  We have to look back at the full chapter to understand what it is this passage is saying. 

Micah made idols and hired a priest to run his personal religion. When the men of Dan took his idols and priest, nothing remained. What an empty spiritual condition! An idol is anything that takes God's place in a person's life. Some people invest all their energy in pursuing money, success, possessions, or a career. If these idols are taken away, only an empty shell is left. The only way to protect yourself against such loss is to invest your life in the living God, whom you can never lose.

I can see that right now in my life. There are so many things trying to take my attention and mind set off of The Lord. I catch myself on a daily basis stopping and asking God to help me in this area. I want nothing more than to serve The Lord. I want people to be able to look back on my life and say that I served The Lord. Its very easy to allow things to become idols in your life if you are not carful. It starts with small things and then it turns to larger things. Next thing you know your life is consumed with other things besides God.

I find that the small things are the things that get me the most. Things like phones, gadgets, and even work. Either church work, as hard as that may seem, or my secular job becomes my idol. making sure everything is done and nothing is left to question I sometimes forget that God has given me both of my jobs and the ministry that I am in. He wants the glory and the honor and He wants to be first in my life. Everything else is a byproduct of serving Him and placing Him first in your life.

I don't want my life to be anything but an example of the testimony of The Lord Jesus Christ. I can only accomplish that by allowing Him to be first in my life and allowing nothing to take the place of God.

Monday, February 18, 2013

Choose right!

And if it seems evil to you to serve the Lord , choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord .” (Joshua 24:15 NKJV)

This s a great passage. If you back up a little and read front the beginning of the chapter you will notice that Joshua is talking to all the tribes. He is talking to a lot of people. He's not just conversing with one or two, he is making his point to a multitude.

I like this passage because Joshua is telling them everything that God has done for the people. He is telling them how great and wonderful God is. In essence he is saying this is what my God has done for you now you chose what you want to do and go you want to serve. The what he says next is my favorite, but as for me and my house we will serve The Lord. That's awesome.

Our pastor just talked here recently about placing things in our lives that take the place of God. We call these things idols. We may not have big thing that take the place of God or golden Capra or anything but we could have small things. Things like our television time, workout routine, cell phones, video games, or even our selves. These we just a few things that if we are not careful can get in the way of The Lord and hinder our walk with him.

Joshua was saying I'm telling you what God has done in the past and he was also telling them that if they were not careful then they could very easily start worshiping other gods. He wanted to make it very clear to them that no matter what they chose, he and his family were going to serve God. No matter what.

I pray this for my life and my family. That no matter what anyone else does or says and no matter what new fad comes along that me and my family sick to what we know and stick to what is right and that is to serve The Lord no matter what. Easier said than done I know, but no matter what I am going to serve The Lord and follow his teachings and allow Him to lead my life and through Him leading my life I can lead my family according to His will